yaad

bhoolkar tumko kahan jayenge
teri duniyaa hai yahin aayenge
zannat ki baat karte hain tere aashique
ham to dtere didaar mein yehi payeen ge

WHY DONT I FEEL LIKE I A M ALIVE


some times this is a big question
it dosent feel like i m here
here in this world---still--- lonely world

i was born and i breathe
coz its metabolic and i cant stop it
i was born and i eat
coz its metabolic and i cant stop it

i never wanted--never wanted to be alive
i never wanted--never wanted to come in this world
you'r soo still you'r soo lonely world
this still ya ya ya this lonely ya ya ya this world ya ya ya

every time i bleed i feel so happy to find
to find just a sign that i am not dead
come on lets realize the mistake
cant we talk it over again
cant we live it over again
we r not dead lets realize
we r not dead lets see this fullsize

how long can we fight with the foe
and how much of or generation will have to face the row
the row of tentions and the war
war that we her wage
in insides and on the front
making mother of all tention and the poverty
poverty of not just money but thoughts too
seeing all the things in hearts too
we are burning all world in thirst
in thirst of power
lets realize coz its peak time
realize i am u r every one out here in this world in this still lonely world
we r human we r human ya ya ya we r we r say it we r feel it we r ya ya ya

rip all the boredom apart
let all dividing lines in the mind fall
let the blood flow out of the heart
let us mix it all-- the jelousey the frown and hurt that makes us fall
lets be one again
lets be one again
lets be human again again again

tu itna hai haseen

tumsa haseen hamne dekha nahi
phooloon ki hi zaban kehte hain
jis daali se hai meri zindgani
us se alag ho ke ye bayan karte hain

aks dekh kar tera tahera hai ye pani
itne itminaan se jismein toofan uttha karte hain
pad gaya surk baraf ke jaisa achanak un
lehar rook kar khubsoorti ka ehtaram karte hain

jo tu aa jaye meri mehfil mein isi tarah
bin pilaye khoomar ka intazaam karte hain
zaanat ke us noor gali ki hai tu mallika
ye kabhar to ab jahan ko aam karte hain

rookar dhadkan leti hai ab bas tera naam
aur ham bas so kar jaag kar tera hi naam karte hain
lahoo sang ho jaye dekh kar jo tujhko
in nazroon se use pehle hi benaam karte hain
bhale hi ruk jaye dhadkanen meri
ham to din raat ab tera hi farmaan padhte hain

wada to nahi hai tujh ko dekhen ge
par maut ke baad saath dene ka daam barte hain
rooz haram pe karenge ham tera sajdaa
iske bare main ham poora intazzam karte hain

bana denge teri yaad mein ek taj ham ye nahi kehte
par aae dharti ki chandnni - jan le
taj mahal ki har eent tere naam karte hain
apne lahoo se kar doonga use is kadar surkh
tere hoothon ko chooke pyale ke jaam dhal te hain

umeed

raat bahr shama jalye baithe rahe
aas dil se lagaye baithe rahe
na wo aye naa hi aai koi khabar
phir bhi ham nazren bichaye baithe rahe

logon ne to pehle bahot samjhaya
ham phir bhi diye jalaye baithe rahe
tere aane ki itni ki khoarish
ki apna daman chowk pe bichye baithe rahe

ham hue sare baazar be aabroo tere liye
aur us naumeedi ke toofan mein aas lagaye baithe rahe

bewafa ho tum ye to nahi kehte
par hum kudh ko bhoolate hue baithe rahe
sahe saare sitam teri yaad mein
aur sisakti aankhon se umeed lagaye baithe rahe

Ek ` Dastaan

kuch chuninda sher--------aur janiye ke alfaaj mere apne hain

maahtab ek hai uske deewane hazaroon hain

chandni mein phirne wale parwane hazaroon hain

jeeten to hain teri yaad mein kai majnoo

tujhko yaad kar ke marne wale hazaroon hain

`tadap

zustzoo zehar zindagi aur ham

zadoo zehad itni ki aur ho gaye zinda hum

akir meri maa ne mujhe janm de hi diya

tadap paida hote hi zehan mein aa gayi

akir haalat ne mujhe janm de hi diya

soochta hoon mar jaoon to ho jaye sab kathm

aur akhir mere jasbaat ne mujhe janm de hi diya

lahoo mera banke ashq beh gaya un hi

tadap meri bas saans leke zinda hai

aur akhir zindagi ne mujhe janm de hi diya ab

RUNNING

RUNNING

I was just running

For the best in the things

Leaving all apart

Whatever I got

Just an instinct of being perfect

Swept in me and I ran and I ran

Still running to find it all

And it is my thirst to drive it all
being a perfectionist

Has shown me the way

What I never wanted

Has swept all away
leaving all wounds heal

Just thought to tell u about it

But you were fighting for the bliss

Never even cared

For that I was scared

‘Coz you don’t have the time

‘Coz you are running

‘Coz you are not mine

And I never put any question

To put u apart

As the same is the fate

What I shared with u all

I was just running

Struck by intentions

My driving force

In the forth dimension

It had all held me UP

When I wasn’t upright

‘Coz I trusted it or otherwise

But now it’s clear

That’s how I got to heal

‘Coz I wanted to

And this is all real

I was just running

For the best things in life

Leaving all what I got

Or anything else or otherwise

I just don’t want to have a fight

I just want to get freeze in night

I have no fear so I show it all

But In front of you

I have got no worth at all

I fear that what I gained

Isn’t the best

For the cause I am running

I fear ‘coz you will tell

It’s even not better and after all

But what I got to tell you

That my life is not a race

And if it is so

I have not lost my pace

It’s just the confusion

Which has got me through?

Which has caught me through?

I am nothing left with

To prove myself all right

And to

Escape the guilty from disguise

But its all about this moment

And the race is still on

So don’t question why I am porn

Porn to the things which made me so strong

‘Coz I am changing and running on

I know I got to run

I know I got to fight

To make myself clear of things

And to get out of disguise

My life running another race

A solely different soul

Living in the same space

I got to change it all

I got to do it for you

And for every one whom I have within and through

I am running a race

To find the best in myself

Best in my life

But this time

Not leaving what I find

I am

Running the race

Increasing the pace

And making you a promise

To win it all again

Or change is its destiny

And the space has got to change

I got to do it for me

I got to do it for you

For all those who matter within me and you

I have got it all alright

So just keep me watching

And never have any fright

‘Coz things I got are better than the best

And leave all the rest as we have our test

And that is why I am running

To secure a position in my mind

And gain the momentum in yours

To make you succeed

I m running I m running

ME AND U

Me n’ u

I got to say it all as

The memories are still alive

I got to explain it all as

What if they got to thrive?

I never wanted to give you the lust (confusion)

But your affection has broken my trust (confusion)

It all went in through

Got all the place it wanted to

But the cause is still unknown

And I got to discover it before it’s my own

I got to live my life at all and facing the entire rise

I got to share this whit all and gain that is it right

I got to give you mercy and wonder why you fight

I am feeling like shaking the earth

I am feeling to break free (help me)

It’s not a mere appeal (runaway)

I got to hurt you till you are right (runaway)

I got to kill you anyway and it will happen tonight (runaway)

You can’t face it off (runaway)

It won’t leave you on your raft (runaway)

I am thinking of sparing you

For what all you did with me (don’t come)

For what all deeds I just died (don’t come)

Or I would have still been alive (runaway) (don’t come)

I AM NOT OVER YET

I AM NOT OVER YET!

I am not over yet

As you thought

But not over yet

I have my life

I have my life

I am all over

And back again

And and

I just want to tell

I AM NOT OVER YET!

You feel it’s not right

And I felt it’s so tight

You made me do it all

And never admit the fall

MADE ME RUN

Over and again

And had all the gain

Left me with nothing

Even to cry on….

But now

I just want to tell

I was all over

But I am back again

And and

I just want to tell

I AM NOT OVER YET!

I have more of energy

Than you had predicted

I have more of it now

Just to show you convicted

Just to show you committed

And all is your fault

Giving a guilt sensation

And now you did it or not but

IT’S YOUR FAULT

THIS TIME

I want not be guilty

And show you all the light

THIS TIME

You will come to know (seek it loud and clear deep inside)

I AM NOT OVER YET

I AM STANDING ONCE AGAIN

I WAS ALL OVER

AND NOW I COME AGAIN

I AM STANDING

HARD ON MY GROUND

I AM RUNNING AGAIN TO BEAT YOU AND YOU’RE SHINE

So now

Run for your life

Again and again

And I want to show you all

That I AM NOT OVER YET!

IT’S JUST A BEGINNING FOR ME

AND ALL OF YOU WILL END

AND REMEMBER

I AM NOT OVER YET!

GRAVITY

GRAVITY

Since the time I started waking

Gravity has held me up

G R A V I T Y

Never let me loose my pace

And I always stand up

It taught me how to rise

After every time I fall

It made me how to balance

Even in the hip hop stall

But now

It makes me feel stuck

Don’t want to have me free

Coz now I want to leave it all

And go in the space

Breaking all the bondages

Which the retrace has made

I want to break free

All I have learnt so far

And I want to have a search

Of what I never questioned of

I just want to seek the truth

Buried deep inside

I just want to reach the core

And leave it aside

But it shows its strength

And wants a torn off

And that’s the cause I got to go

And make it all appraise

So that another time

It leaves me in space

BUT NOW A BIT CONFUSED
IS IT THE SAME GRAVITY

WHICH MADE ME RISE

RISE EVERYTIME I HAD A FALL

AND JUT WITH MY MEEK DESIRE I WANT TO LOOSE IT ALL

I JUST WANNA FORFIET THE CONFUSION

LEAVE IT TO TIME

PRAISING THE SOUL

PRAYING THE SPIRIT

I HAVE MORE OF SPIRITUALITY LEFT AND WANT TO CONDEM IT

STILL

STILL

The space I live in

I dig all the earth

Just to find my buried part

And kill all the earth

Coz it is stopping me

And feeling like a lust

I first wanted to escape

Like all normal lives

I wanted to freak

Like wondering in disguise

But it had bad intentions

Those were giving me tensions

Wanted to overcome

Wanted to screw

Wanted to kill me there

Burying as a prey

And now

So I am digging it

All till the crest

Finding it all and

Leaving it unrest

TIME HAS A FALL

TIME HAS A FALL

Over and over again

Lost its pace

In a brutal game

I had never played with destiny

And never had it put me in any shame

But now

TIME HAS A FALL

In a brutal game

I never wanted to play

But never held a fear

‘Coz beneath my skin

I was loud and clear

I made it all happen

Before it all went right

Gave it in your hands

So that you hold him tight

You were so perfect

And never made me loose

And that became the cause why

TIME HAD TO LOOSE

(TIME HAS A FALL)

But now it doesn’t matter

As you are on his side

Giving me all challenges

Whit all your plight

But I just want to tell you

That this time either

Fear is not mine

‘Coz when no body will hold it

Itself it flies away

Leaving all the rashes with which

It made you DIE away

But I know that you will have to fall

Just any way

It’s just the last warning to end this all smooth

‘Coz I have got the winning cards and those all screwed

I KNOW YOU HAVE IT

FEAR-HELD IN HIGH

I am giving you the chance

To change it out right

I just want to tell you that time had a fall

‘Coz you were mistaken

Between us

It took no side at all

Left you alone

Feeling all the pain

After just a small part of

A big and never ending game

ek pehla kadam

aaj hamne badya ek pehla ye kadam
aaj chalne ki wajah hai yun mehsoos hui
chalte chalte thak naa jayen teri khoj main ham
islye har mod pe ek neend le lete hain ham

pehla mera ye kadam badta hi chala jayega
zinda bhale hi tu na aye tera zanaza zaroor ayega

pehli baat

aaj hui hai ek shuruwat kisi ke kehne se
aaj nikli ek nai baat kisi ke kehne se
na jane kab jan payenge kaun hai wo
na jane hogi kab shuruwat uske kehne se